Love story

There are two characters in my writing this time. They are Tingdu and Pingdu who met anonymously and started loving each other. Some called it infatuation, some called it lust but for Tingdu and Pingdu, it was true love! As time passed by, both felt so blessed with each other. But, can such a happy life sustain for so long? There are always people around us that can’t see others happy. Yes, and there came that hatred part that suppressed Tingdu and Pingdu’s love. It was so easy to convince Tingdu that she felt everything is just an illusion and there is no love from Pingdu. Pingdu felt so alone as if he should jump out of window and die but there are some positive energies around us that overpower negativity and at that time, same happened and he took a step backward and started realising everything they went through. I wish ‘everybody’ find there soulmates that sustain till death. Tingdu wasn’t lucky enough to be in the list of that ‘everybody’.

You are my diamond shining so bright

I’m craving to hold you so tight

I know everyday we used to fight

But baby, please think and take it as a delight

I loved you and will always do

Please revive the moments we had so few

Don’t make this a blessing and a curse

Otherwise it will become more worse and worse. 

Baby I see my future in you

Seeing us happy and the love in between two

You know I feel so happy when you call me your ‘ladoo”

Awww is the feeling of being called ‘my guju’

Everything got shattered I wonder who knew

Time will heal everything 

I want back my happy ‘Tingz’

Sorry is such a small word to confront my mistakes

I’ll try to make a better me by throwing my anger in space 

I request such a pure soul to forgive me 

So that we can have a cup of tea in our own sea. 

I always thought that you know that I love you a lot

It may be the anger that made me fought

But for you my love was all materialistic and impure

Listening this I got broke and felt so insecure

I never thought that this day will come in my life

I wish I can cut every single memory of us with a knife

All broken, shattered I’m feeling now

Please God help me being a sacred cow

Same situation like that of her

My situation, everyday, getting more severe

I was always such a happy soul

But this time I don’t have anyone to console

Never been through such a stage 

Can anyone burn this page?

I wish you had understood me

But for this, Trust in love is the only key

I think this key was missing from the day one

And without it nobody can have their relations won

You always asked me if I love you or not? I thought I’ll show you my love every time we talk or meet in person. But, I never knew that I am not a able person to do this to anyone. I think I should run away from these desires and sufferings. But, as Lord Buddha said “Suffering or the pain in the life is the ultimate path to salvation”. I think I’m on the road to this salvation from years and years. Thank you so much to such a wonderful person who taught me so much in just few months, so many things that can help me lead a balanced life someday. I’ll realise every single day everything as realisation is the process by which I can attain true self that is being hidden from birth.