Unnoticed and unheard

I whispered deep inside my soul.

It went unnoticed and unheard.

I cried again, but it was more than that, something I felt.

I opened my eyes and it was thundering outside.

It was normal. 

Even the nature is trying to whisper in its own voice. 

A few minutes later, showers of cry flooded the garden with a Duchenne smile on my face. 

I went outside, stood hand in hand with nature.

I tried to wipe the tears, but nature was not in a mood to stop.

This time I expressed my feelings full fledged and cried heavily. 

But again, it went unnoticed and unheard.  

Love story

There are two characters in my writing this time. They are Tingdu and Pingdu who met anonymously and started loving each other. Some called it infatuation, some called it lust but for Tingdu and Pingdu, it was true love! As time passed by, both felt so blessed with each other. But, can such a happy life sustain for so long? There are always people around us that can’t see others happy. Yes, and there came that hatred part that suppressed Tingdu and Pingdu’s love. It was so easy to convince Tingdu that she felt everything is just an illusion and there is no love from Pingdu. Pingdu felt so alone as if he should jump out of window and die but there are some positive energies around us that overpower negativity and at that time, same happened and he took a step backward and started realising everything they went through. I wish ‘everybody’ find there soulmates that sustain till death. Tingdu wasn’t lucky enough to be in the list of that ‘everybody’.

You are my diamond shining so bright

I’m craving to hold you so tight

I know everyday we used to fight

But baby, please think and take it as a delight

I loved you and will always do

Please revive the moments we had so few

Don’t make this a blessing and a curse

Otherwise it will become more worse and worse. 

Baby I see my future in you

Seeing us happy and the love in between two

You know I feel so happy when you call me your ‘ladoo”

Awww is the feeling of being called ‘my guju’

Everything got shattered I wonder who knew

Time will heal everything 

I want back my happy ‘Tingz’

Sorry is such a small word to confront my mistakes

I’ll try to make a better me by throwing my anger in space 

I request such a pure soul to forgive me 

So that we can have a cup of tea in our own sea. 

I always thought that you know that I love you a lot

It may be the anger that made me fought

But for you my love was all materialistic and impure

Listening this I got broke and felt so insecure

I never thought that this day will come in my life

I wish I can cut every single memory of us with a knife

All broken, shattered I’m feeling now

Please God help me being a sacred cow

Same situation like that of her

My situation, everyday, getting more severe

I was always such a happy soul

But this time I don’t have anyone to console

Never been through such a stage 

Can anyone burn this page?

I wish you had understood me

But for this, Trust in love is the only key

I think this key was missing from the day one

And without it nobody can have their relations won

You always asked me if I love you or not? I thought I’ll show you my love every time we talk or meet in person. But, I never knew that I am not a able person to do this to anyone. I think I should run away from these desires and sufferings. But, as Lord Buddha said “Suffering or the pain in the life is the ultimate path to salvation”. I think I’m on the road to this salvation from years and years. Thank you so much to such a wonderful person who taught me so much in just few months, so many things that can help me lead a balanced life someday. I’ll realise every single day everything as realisation is the process by which I can attain true self that is being hidden from birth.

Birthday Wishes

From the time of Big Bang, we all are in a process of evolution, whether it is posture, brain or any part of the body. Ancient civilizations, such as the Egyptian and Mesopotamian, accepted heart as a vital organ, but also as a center of the body and personality, which houses the soul or spirit, the will, understanding and conscience that is unique in itself. Small as a size of a fist and weighing as much as 300 grams it is the powerhouse of the body. Love isn't always about having someone in your life; it is something you feel deep inside for someone, irrespective of the fact whether that individual is close or far from you and irrespective of how much time has passed away. Sometimes, some things never change. Like many other things in life love also isn't something that is in your control as at times you love the person who doesn't understand it at all.We all have more or less same stories in life. They may differ from each other at certain places, but they have more common than the unusual. The faces of character changes, but the stories don’t.  We all love or loved that one special person in our life that either cannot be forgotten or we are not ready to forget.  

It was the first week of the year 2011 and I met a beautiful soul mutual to a friend named “Yasyan”

The texting in between tuition classes during our final year

It was full of blissful emotions that still cheer

Few day gap between you and me with elder you to me

Albeit, your childishness reflects the kid in you

I was surprised to find a girl who suits few

A few months passed by and it was the time for departure

Last week of July full of self rupture

The sufferings that you only can feel

Kid, it takes time for reality to heal

Overcoming the bonding that distance can never break

Cherishing the feelings with handful of cakes

Time difference being a hurdle sometimes

But here, that “powerhouse” plays the role so prime

Smoothly taking away every impediment in between

We were ready to face anything when we were teens

Enjoying some beautiful kid fights that make me laugh

I know I acted sometimes stupid on your behalf

I’m always so cold and bold

It's all I want is that you never get old

Moderate shattering of palpable sentiments

I wish I would have acted so eloquent

Time passed by and I went through self realization

Moments we shared dragged my mind like a rotation

Feelings of importance igniting the true me

Made me talk to you instead of acting like a bee

Years went and the eruption was about to happen

I know you were the one being mistaken

Sorry is a small word, it still means a lot

Now I’m more of a free bird that you only taught 

I wish us to go the gym and do heavy squats

The human creature is perfectly designed by the natural forces. You are one of them with a brilliant mind and soothing soul. The tall and beautiful body with sleek and a slim blend of hallucinating vibes attract others. The smiling face with blinking teeth and tiny eyes, O Dear! I wish I got the time to fulfil all my Elaborative thoughts that needs to be harnessed in calm winds walking hand in hand. 

I wish you a very Happy 25th Birthday. I pray to god that this gracious star keeps on enlightening everyone with her exquisite smile :)

Changing world

After so many years of ups and downs,

With a company of two faced clowns,

Unable to recognise how they used to be,

I'm happy because they aren't my cup of tea!

Life moves on and so do us

It's a fairy tale with nothing to discuss.

Sometimes I ponder the past,

Daydreamed for few hours and asked

Is this the world I belong to?

Lust, hate, coercion, deception all around,

How can a sapling plant in such a ground?

Let's be a responsible human with basic ethical values such as honesty, compassion, respect towards others and to yourself too. I understand there might be some conflict of interest between us and lets have clarity of mind and opt for the theory of Consequentialism. 

World Red Cross Day

Rooh (Soul)

तेरे बिना ज़िंदगी से कोई शिकवा नहीं
क्या करूँ ऐसे शिकवे का जो तू नहीं
जाने जान मोहब्बत तो बस एक ज़रिया है तेरे से मिलने का
तू है तो मोहब्बत से भी शिकवा नहीं
अल्फ़ाज़ बयान करते हैं ये रूह मेरी
दरअसल शिकवा तो ग़म से भी नहीं
पी लिया था साँसों ने उस ग़म को भी
आँसू तो आए नहि
मगर साँसो की लपटों में ठेरी रही रूह मेरी
फिर भी तुझसे मुझे कोई शिकवा नहीं

 

Tere bina jindagi se koi shikwa nhi
Kya kru aise shikwa ka jo tu nahi
Jaane jaan mohabbat to bas ek jariya h tere se milne ka
Tu hai to mohabbat se b shikwa nhi
Alfaaz bayaan krte h ye ruh meri
Dar asal shikwa to gum se b nhi
Pi lia tha saanso ne us gum ko bhi
Aansu to aaye nhi magar
Sanson ki lapton m theri rhi ruh meri
Fir bhi tjhse mjhe koi shikwa nahi